Words are what feed my soul . . . however, for the last few days I have been speechless. My last journal entry was:
January 9th, 2011
Sunday
Dear Lord,
What can I say? I am at a loss for words.
On January 7th... I was there to witness the most beautiful little boy come into this world. He was so perfect and instant love filled my heart. On January 8th... I was there when my loving grandson left this world unexpectedly. The tears, the grief, the pain, the shock, the unbelief consumed our whole family. There just are no words.
On Saturday we will be having a memorial service for little Lucas and my daughter has asked me to share a message. The Lord knows that I need to do this. It's a part of my healing process. I am still feeling somewhat speechless, but I know the words will come from my Heavenly Father . . . I do truly ask that you pray for me that His message to Katie & Jeremy will flow into their hurting hearts as well as to many other hurting hearts that day. Oh that the love of God would come shining through.
Thank you
Love,
Debbie ~
